Melbourne is a Mistake

In the beginning of this year, I made a big decision for my life: moving to Australia. I planned to do it in June/July; and Northern Territory was supposed to be my first destination, because: I heard it was pretty easy to find a job in Darwin (June-September was harvest time, and they’re lack of fruit pickers), the salary was quite high, and everything was more affordable than any other states. Then shit happened to my working visa. It was delayed for four freaking months, thanks to Indonesian government. It was granted in October, when those fruits had been picked and delivered to supermarkets all over the continent. Bye, easy money! So I decided to go to Victoria instead. To Melbourne, the capital. It was a really brief decision, I made it in just a couple of minutes, two weeks before my departure.

And now I realize it was a wrong decision. Because Melbourne’s a very beautiful city.

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Beautiful Brouke Street Mall

Too beautiful if I have to leave and move to other cities. Yep, my original plan was to move from city to city every two months because I wanted to live in all six states. But now I can’t really see that coming. I want to stay longer in Melbourne. Six months, at least.

I want to absorb the vibe, the energy, and the color. I want them to blend in with my body and soul.

I want to be a part of Melbourne. Although it’s fucking hard to find a job here. I’ve spent hours and hours sitting at the State Library of Victoria with my laptop to browse vacancies and send out my applications to countless employers. I’ve walked for miles and miles to knock every restaurant’s door that has openings.

I thought I wouldn’t experience this when I first came here, because on my second day in Melbourne I was called for an interview at a Sri Lankan restaurant in Brunswick. When I told people that I had an interview on my second day in town, they were like, “Wow, that’s fast!” It was, and it went really well. I liked the employer, and I believe she liked me. She said she’d get back to me with an offering in a week, but that never happened. I was worried about how my “future” in Melbourne will look like, until last Friday night when I received a call from another restaurant. The manager, Nicole, invited me for a job trial at her restaurant on the next day. I’d be asked to serve the customers, and my performance was going to determine my employment chance. I felt challenged!

She said I had to wear a pair of jeans and a plain white T-shirt. I didn’t have a plain white T-shirt, so I rushed toย MRP and got me one. I liked how I looked in that $5.95 T-Shirt, and I said to myself, “I’ll wear this outfit everyday because I’m going to get the job.” Not only that. When I arrived at the restaurant on Saturday evening, Nicole gave me a cool brown apron that (I think) made me look cooler. I wanted that apron, and this sounds pretty much like MasterChef.

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My $5.95 T-shirt

I enjoyed my trial. A lot. I greeted the customers, poured water to their glasses, took their orders and input them to the computer, cleaned up their tables, and handled the payment. I also loved Nicole. She taught me everything step by step, and I learned a lot from her. The staffs were also great. They gave me friendly greetings and asked who my name was. Nicole gave me another name, Frankie, because “Fikar” was too hard for them. I didn’t mind that, I even liked it. From now on I’ll be called Franke and don’t have to repeat or spell my name anymore when introducing myself to someone.

Overall, I fell in love with that restaurant. Anyway the name’s Le Bon Ton, a BBQ joint in Collingwood area, very famous for its oysters, Texas-style chili fries, Lousiana crab cakes, and brisket; andย Herald Sun loved them all! I wanna work in that place. But too bad, I didn’t get the job. I thought I worked hard and learned very fast at the trial, but maybe they had a better candidate to fill that position.

Was I sad? Of course. I wanted the job not only because I need money to live in this expensive city, but also to keep myself busy. I didn’t come here for a holiday. And oh, I need friends. Some regular friends I can hangout with in a daily basis. I’m tired of having the same conversation with different people every single day: “Hi, what’s your name? Where are you from? What do you do?”

I want some sustainable conversation I thought I’d have if I get the job. I had a feeling I could be friends with those friendly staffs. But maybe it’s not my time (yet). But at least, last week I went to a beach-walking and BBQ by the sea with one of Melbourne’s traveler communities, and met some new people there. Hopefully one of them can be my next good friend.

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First time cooking & eating kangaroo!

Beside writing, eating is also therapeutic to me. So after taking my apron off (yeah, this sounds like a MasterChef right?), I went to a supermarket and bought one big bag of chips, plus two medium bags of chocolate. I walked down the street, all the way from Collingwood to Fitzroy with those new buddies to find other restaurants that have openings. I want to be a waiter so bad, and I know I should never give up trying. I’ll take this time as testing to my patience. I’ll try not to worry and stay positive, that was what my ex boss texted me this morning. And yeah, I did what she said. Magically, in the afternoon someone invited me for a job interview at 6 pm. I came there, and I secured a job trial schedule next Tuesday. That totally brightened my day, and I hope I’ll perform better this time.

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Foods never let me down

Uh ya, I’d like to introduce you to my new favorite spot of the city. It’s St Kilda Pier, featuring Melbourne’s skyline, fabulous yachts, and stunning sunset. And after it gets dark, you can see penguins!

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Serenity

 

9 comments

  1. Indah Susanti · October 26, 2015

    I hope you will get the job you wish for. Were you working for corporates before? To be honest, you are so brave in making this step, wishing you the best!

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    • Zulfikar Fahd · October 26, 2015

      Hi Indah, thanks for reading and leaving me some nice words. Yes, I was. But now I want to know how it feels to serve the foods ๐Ÿ˜€

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  2. Hannah · October 26, 2015

    Hey mate, I just left Melbourne for a farm work in Cairns (trying to get my second year visa).
    I was in Mel for six months. At first it was also kinda hard to find the job. But after three weeks and going to some job trials, I got it. And I know you will, I believe you have what it takes.
    Don’t worry, you’ll be fine. But if you have to, come to Cairns. This city needs lots of people like us ๐Ÿ˜‰

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    • Zulfikar Fahd · October 26, 2015

      Thank you Hannah! Yes, I’m gonna have another job trial tomorrow so I hope I’ll perform better and get the job. Otherwise, I’ll see you in Brisbane! ๐Ÿ˜€

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  3. @beradadisini · October 26, 2015

    Frankie! Hahahahahah! You’ll get the jobbbb!!! ๐Ÿ˜€

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    • Zulfikar Fahd · October 26, 2015

      Thank youuu! I was thinking to pick “Sam” instead of Frankie. No, not Sammy or Samuel… but Samantha :p

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  4. Dian · October 26, 2015

    Frankie ;p do not ever give up. I repeat, do not ever give up. The Jambuluwuk believe on u. U’ll do great, as u always do. See u soon in Melbourne, at ur restaurant, when u recommend me the best menu of ur restaurant work with have :*

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    • Zulfikar Fahd · October 26, 2015

      Hey bitch, thanks for the support. That means a lot to me. Plis dong outing Jambuluwuk ke Melbourne!!!

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  5. mel · November 23, 2015

    Melbourne employers have become the worst. Already they have mucked you around and this is common. I would strongly consider Qld for work. Its better weather too. Melbourne is expensive and its only good for a visit. Sorry its not like it used to be workwise.

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